*Sigh*

Ok so I'm fresh off my near death experience and already feeling down. Now I said that I was happy to be alive and to be able to try again next month if need be, and I am, but it's never easy. The pre-period cramping has begun and it's never been a good sign for someone like me. I think it's harder because it means we are going back to the RE next month. I'm just hoping that maybe I'm wrong. It's 10 dpo and my P-day is Nov 5th; that means 9 MORE days of waiting. Time to pray even harder now. *sigh*