Thursday, October 21, 2010

24 hours

That's how long until we'll know the outcome.  On 10dp3dt I hadn't actually fallen asleep until 2 am and then woke up at 7:30 am.  I was so exhausted and I think I ended up with a migraine because my head was pounding all day and I was nauseated.  I ended up going to bed at 9:30 pm to try to get myself back on a schedule.  I did fall asleep but then woke up at 2 am, grrr....  I ended up tossing and turning and falling back in and out of sleep until about 8 am.  During that time I had wild, vivid dreams that were all over the place and made absolutely no sense.  On top of that, when I was up at 2 am I was extremely hot and cramping.  Not intense painful cramps but more like pre-AF cramps.  The cramps have continued today (11dp3dt) and I am STILL tired.  But the bbs are totally 100% not sore anymore :(  With our first pregnancy and chemical I had sore bbs so I'm concerned about that symptom being missing even though I know many women (several of them are you my dear readers) do not even have sore bbs.  At this point I'm totally confused and leaning towards it not having worked.  I did get my blood drawn today but we won't hear until tomorrow morning.  I still can't bring myself to test partially because I'm scared and the other part because I just don't want to waste the money if we're going to find out soon.  But I have to say the suspense is killing me.  I just want to know so I can be put out of my misery.  At this point I think we need a miracle.

10 comments:

Missy said...

I hope you get fantastic news!

Project Baby said...

I am keeping my fingers crossed that the phone call you get in the morning is a great one. I be thinking and praying for you.

Shannon said...

I believe in miracles! I feel like I am waiting right along with you for this news, I cant tell you how much I am cheering you on!

Mrz. Hannah Myhre said...

Praying for positive results!

Hugs,
Hannah

Amber said...

Praying that you get your much deserved BFP!

Also praying that your nevers are calmed and that the next 24hrs fly by!

RELH said...

My thoughts are with you during this tough, tough waiting time!

Musewander said...

praying for that, for you... come on, BFP!

Cape Girl said...

Keeping everything crossed for you!!! Waiting is the worst. I hope that tomorrow brings great news!

Carli said...

I hope that perhaps the difference in the symptoms this cycle will mean a different result this cycle as well! Keeping my fingers crossed for a great Beta number!

Shannon said...

Im on my knees praying for you today. I have faith that you are going to see His plan for you soon.