Thursday, October 21, 2010
That's how long until we'll know the outcome. On 10dp3dt I hadn't actually fallen asleep until 2 am and then woke up at 7:30 am. I was so exhausted and I think I ended up with a migraine because my head was pounding all day and I was nauseated. I ended up going to bed at 9:30 pm to try to get myself back on a schedule. I did fall asleep but then woke up at 2 am, grrr.... I ended up tossing and turning and falling back in and out of sleep until about 8 am. During that time I had wild, vivid dreams that were all over the place and made absolutely no sense. On top of that, when I was up at 2 am I was extremely hot and cramping. Not intense painful cramps but more like pre-AF cramps. The cramps have continued today (11dp3dt) and I am STILL tired. But the bbs are totally 100% not sore anymore :( With our first pregnancy and chemical I had sore bbs so I'm concerned about that symptom being missing even though I know many women (several of them are you my dear readers) do not even have sore bbs. At this point I'm totally confused and leaning towards it not having worked. I did get my blood drawn today but we won't hear until tomorrow morning. I still can't bring myself to test partially because I'm scared and the other part because I just don't want to waste the money if we're going to find out soon. But I have to say the suspense is killing me. I just want to know so I can be put out of my misery. At this point I think we need a miracle.