Sunday, October 25, 2009

9dp3dt - Deja vu

Just like last cycle I have started cramping again today at 9dp3dt (or 12dpo). It began yesterday with very light cramping on and off but today it's been worse. I'm mean like AF is COMING SOON bad. Like I wish I could take a pain killer but I can't and the cramping is making me feel nauseated. I have continued to test each morning and continue to receive a negative result. I know that some people will have late implantation but with this being similar to last cycle it's likely just my body's response to elevated progesterone levels. I'm trying to hold out hope that it's just a fluke and my internet cheapies stink at picking up HCG. I did have trouble reading a line when I tested to see if my trigger shot was working pre-egg retrival. But with the extreme cramping going on right now I'm having trouble believing that my embies have been able to survive. *sigh*

15 comments:

Simple said...

I'm not going to blow sunshine ... we're all too smar for that, but I will tell you to hold on & try to hold out hope. I'm sending you lots of positive vibes!!!! (HUGS)

JB said...

Sorry it feels like deja vu....having been there, done that, I know how disappointing that is. Hang on for a couple more days and find out for sure - it ain't over til it's over.

Jesse and Mandy Peterson said...

I'm sorry to hear that things seem to be repeating themselves. It's not over yet, though. I do believe that God has motherhood in store for you. I don't know when or how, but my heart's desire is for Him to bring it to fruition soon. Not much relieves the pain in the meanwhile, but I'm praying for you.

Hillary said...

I am so sorry your feeling like this cycle will have the same end result as last. That is such a difficult place to be and I am lifting you up in prayer today! I'm also holding out hope for you that a positive will start showing up in the next couple days.... (((hugs)))

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Brittney said...

I'm so sorry:( I also don't want to say your test is going to be positive because I don't know that. But try not to lose all hope just yet. I am praying for you and it truly isn't over until you receive your beta. Praying for you and thinking of you...

Brittney said...

You know what. I'd told you earlier that my first positive HPT was at 7dp3dt but I was just looking at my calendar and am wrong. My first positive HPT was actually at 10dp3dt..

Wait, What? said...

There's still hope. Hang in there.

Hoping for our own Peanut said...

Hang on tight, Mrs. Hammer. I hope youre pleasantly surprised in the next day or two with two lines. Ive heard it happens..

Meant to be a mom said...

I just want you to know that my prayers are with you and your sweet embies. I want this so badly for you.

Tabitha said...

Praying for you, our God can work MIRACLES!!!

Amber said...

hoping this is it for you! I remember before I got my BFP I had terrible cramping and just knew AF would be here anyday and I was so wrong and I hope you have the same luck:)

Jocelyn said...

Praying for you tomorrow (I believe that is when your beta is). Even though you "know" it will likely be positive...we all just hold out for that hope and miracle. And I believe our God can do that! And I also believe that if this isn't your time, He will be there to hold you and comfort you. He has a great plan for you and your husband...a greater plan than you can imagine. Be blessed and know you are being thought of.

Tabitha said...

Wishing you luck on your beta test today, Loving and praying for you!

Brittney said...

You've been on my mind today. Praying for you.

Shannon said...

I've been thinking about you and keep checking in for an update. Lifting you up in prayer!